Overview
An ordinary girl without any super powers. Was born with a few % of Chinese blood. Wore braces and retainers before. Used to be always in her state of trance. Gets distracted easily by the surroundings. Always have ridiculousweird
dreams, not wet dreams. Family/relatives call me Nurul. Friends call me Jannah. And i definitely believe that it takes more muscle to frown than to smile =D
Dancefloor
Saturday, November 24, 2007
trust me ANCO (advanced nco) is more fun than BNCO (basic nco).good luck to the sec2s wif their BNCO! =) oh, i've been through those torturous days last yr.
whereever you go, u'll here the sirs and maam screaming and scolding people.
advanced side, we get lesser scoldings =)
reach Bedok View alr for course , in front of sch gate, got screamed by maam cos we walked. we were suppose to run lar to show our sense of urgency...oh i knew that. my legs were jux lazy to move.
Bedok View sec is where our course and camp is held. first day of camp, advanced will sleep over at ubin...=) YAY!!
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
i wonder, if guys ever cut their toenails. yesterday, at religious class, i was sitting down on the floor cross legged. as the guys walked pass me, their toenails SERIOUSLY caught my attention.
GAWD. it looks like as if they havent cut them for years. some even looked like witch's toenails. ewww..
i know lar u all like to play soccer, but dont those long toenails of yours break when u kick the ball? LOL. oh pls remember to cut your nails boys...
Monday, November 19, 2007
last minute plan to chong keng's bthday party after training. wooohooss!! FUN SEH!played at the pool & my butt was all drenched. i didnt bring any extra shirt though but i got my PE pants. hoho. was slightly wet, then was more likely drenched. running around like one retarded gal, chasing after azryl..hoho
since i was super high, i didnt look gd in any pic. this was the only pic i got in my phone, taken by nabillah.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
i was VERY hungry the moment i woke up in the morning. too bad i cant eat those sumptuous nasi lemak served on the breakfast table. all i could eat was bread, tauhu and cake. SOFT CHEWING FOOD became my favourites. yesterday, i couldnt talk. seriously, i was bored not being able to talk properly. so, i tried my best to open my mouth, story-tell my mum and bro about how the surgery was like.
unfortunately, my gums started to bleed again. it bleeded ALOT. silly me. shouldnt have talked too much. to tell the truth, it did hurt when i talked, but i hecked care.
the bleeding was continuos. i drank my own blood almost every min. i wont be surprise if i bcome a vampire..HAHAHA!! jk jk..
it's painful when i tried to gurgle with water.
those needles are haunting me. i cant open my mouth big. i cant laugh. i could only whisper. the surgery was my worse nightmare.
i'm still under quarantine. needed alot of rest. i'm all stranded at home, doing E portals shit. didnt dare to watch korean movies bcos ive cried enough the day before..haha.
see that black string in between my teeth? that's part of the stiches. on top there was where it bleeded non stop. that's also where i got stiched. on the right hand side got purple color. oh..i dont know why it's liddat.
Monday, November 12, 2007
Nervous, confused and curious was how i felt while waiting outside the surgery room. my mind seem to be in complete disarray, while waiting for my turn, all alone.. Fortunately, nabillah and charmaine gave me sms-es and nab called me to give me support. thanks adeq iza, nab, maine, razeef, shaheezan, maisara, maisharaqh, ira, lin, fatin, and everyone who gave me support =)okay, when i was in the SURGERY ROOM, the doctor had prepared himself with surgery dress. i told him to be careful with my swollen lips that i accidentally hit with the drawer. imagine not sleeping while surgery and you only get bused..GOD, im wide awake.
he put this medicine like vicks on my gums, which was damn HOT. then, my heart gave a huge leap when i saw this injection like 10 times the size of my injection pencil. as he injected my gums, i started crying (for the first time) when i felt the sharp needle piercing through my gums. OUCH! it was painful! i started to become restless so i pinched myself in order not to hurt anyone in the room..haha! he injected 3 times. finished injecting, i tried to hold back my tears.
My mouth felt numb. next, my body was covered with the green surgery cloth and my eyes were covered (more to tied) to a surgery cloth. my nose was itchy so i scratched it. but the nurse was like "EH! DONT TOUCH THE CLOTH!" so i pretended to be innocent and kept my hands back in. she then placed this metal thing over the cloth on my hand to prevent me from moving..wth. i'm not someone from mental hospital going for surgery.
i cant see anything! all i saw was a glimpse of light through the cloth. i dont really feel the pain when the process of cutting the gums was carried on. thats the purpose of injecting. i could feel something hard on my gums ah. and the sounds of scissors snipping.
patches of water was seen on the cloth on my eyes when the doc did something on the part where i didnt get bused. i dont think he knew that i could feel the "unexplainable pain" until i moaned. i felt the needle, size of a toothpick pierced into the "un-bused" gum. to control the pain, tears rolled down my cheeks again. my face was like so crumpled (like a toasted bread.) haha! And that's also when i could feel blood spurting out and flowing down my throat. my legs were so stiff.
he sew my gums and i felt this string on my lips. did he tie a knot? ohh..i dont wanna know..
finally, it was done. those parts of my face not covered (like the nose and cheeks) were splattered with blood. when my eyes were uncovered, i saw the doc's surgery dress with splatters of blood and his gloves was full of blood at the fingertips. luckily im not a person who's afraid of blood. or else how can my ambition be a nurse right? =) lol
out of the room, the aunty waiting for her turn was like looking at my swollen mouth with great fascination. i started to feel the pain and i jux cant hold back my tears. the aunty was confused. i think cos i was crying all alone with no one to seek comfort. my mom wasnt there, dunno where she went. my mom didnt even want to look at my face. my eyes were swollen cos i cried, and the sight of my swollen mouth scares her.
at home, i started to burst into tears when my numbness was gone. and i could feel all the pain worse than ever! i didnt expect myself to cry this much and i didnt expect it to be THAT PAINFUL. i had to change the gauze drenched with blood almost every 5 min. and yeah, i cant eat. but i'm hungry!
to those who are gonna wear braces, dont worry. this surgery only applies to me bcos i got thick gums. so far, i've never heard of anyone going through the same thing as me. dont take my surgery too hard. i'm just sharing my experiences...
the surgery room..
purposely took pic like this so the swollen mouth isnt obvious. ugly eh..Friday, November 09, 2007
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HAPPY ADVANCED ANNIVERSARY IZA!! [1year 8 mths]
the words "Donut Factory" makes me think that it's a real FACTORY. as a reward for getting 3 distinctions, iza spent me on 6 doughnuts. and my deal for her is that if she pass all her subjects, i'll spent her on mac..=) mission accomplished!
so, the search for the "Factory" located at SUNTEC CITY was adventuring. so many towers to identify. and we were like 2 innocent kids lost at outer space where everywhere we go, all of them were adults. who cares anyway. taking opportunities in getting lost to go shopping..=)
and in the end, Donut Factory was jux the name of the shop. how dumb can i be thinking there's a factory in suntec. lol.
i ate 3 donuts there, which is equivalent to 1 donut iza ate. when the donut goes inside ur mouth, the melting hot chocolate just makes u chew slower and enjoy every bit of the taste. and then it makes u go..."OMG!! I WANT MORE!!"
Monday, November 05, 2007
another "cukur rambut" with my baby cousin. this time, it's my BLOOD cousin. the cutting of hair ceremony thingy, in case u dunno wat's cukur rambut. nothing much to talk about it. just that it has the most sumptious bu bu cha cha i've ever tasted. plus, the nutella kek lapis was nice. but i think the one i tasted at nab's house was nicer...hehekx. chocolate is my life!went to IKEA with sufia jux now. GAWD! can say everything is like so damn nicely decorated & i was tempted to buy so many things for my room. eg: frames, those kinds of dried flowers placed in a vase..unfortunately, i got not enough money. in the end, i didnt even buy anything..BOOOOO!!! nvm nvm...i'll definitely come again next time. just wait for my arrival at the IKEA entrance next week..
was kinda nervous to pop this ques to my dad. after window shopping at IKEA i just got the urge to do sth to my room. & this ques just popped into my brain.
CAN I PAINT MY ROOM????
Friday, November 02, 2007
seriously, how come you've been keeping that hatred with you for so long without even telling me? you know that whenever you're unhappy about sth that has GOT TO DO WITH ME, i will always lend a listening ear & change myself. alright, now finally you managed to released out your "envy-nous"and i hope things will get better between the 3 of us.abdel wahab had blocked nose & have difficulty breathing when drinking his milk. he cant breathe and drink at the same time. poor baby..
SJAB competition is coming up in March 2008. the cadets have to be prepared starting from this month. no time to waste. so, conducted first aid lesson with the sec 1 guys at mac. while waiting for hui miao to finish teaching them, talked crap wif jerald & yiming. they asked ridiculous qns like what to do when that wife go cut the husband "sausage" la..etc etc
suddenly i jux feel like talking about toilets. mai was my first victim to listen to my nonscense. let me see, when i bathe, i take around 20-30 mins. if shampoo, + another 10 mins. i cant imagine someone taking a bath for 1 Hr. by the time that person finish bathing, i've reached Johor. then can go to Mr Tan's Primary school he always talks about.
pardon my language please..